Wednesday, October 19, 2005

the intricate workings of our hearts & minds...

I believe a city is largely discovered on foot…

Or rather, one sees more , hears more, realizes more and thus learns more when u walk through the old winding cobblestone streets of a city…

You simply appreciate the smaller things in life, be it from the man who sleeps in the corner of the street each morning on my way to work to the people who accidently bump into you amidst their rush while flashing an cheerful apologetic smile … which leads you thinking of how one can happily bitch about work, home or someone else when the fewer unfortunate out there call ‘the corner on those steps’ home.

I think all of us should be well aware of these facts, and then do more than letting it being a mere passing thought.

The aging scents upon my desk…

A pack of colourful potpourri lies largely undisturbed on my room desk here in London... it has also laid largely undisturbed on my desk back in Singapore long before I came.. lol.

Which you would have made out by now, is a very very old pack of dried things!

In turn, which leads me to think of something else; the way the mind perceives things…

A good friend of mine came over London the last week, and she made a passing remark that in cooking something, she cares a fair bit about the presentation of the things that comes out of her kitchen… while superficially this might not embed much thought, but it provoked somewhat of a thought in me today while I was eating my home-cooked meal.

For pure fun and viewing pleasure today, I added a sprinkle of basil and Italian herbs over my honey marinated chicken before it was destined for the oven. To add a finishing move, the piece of chicken was drenched in a fair bit of freshly squeezed lemon juice, which ultimately gave it a rather zingy aftertaste! It was absolute perfection when I had it out of the oven half an hr later… a nice crispy skin, with a dash of green herbs with a fresh whiff of lemon and tender meat... I think I can start my own restaurant.

The end point here is that I didn’t even had to sink my teeth into it to physically know it tasted good, but the fact that it looked heavenly was already an orgasm.

No, this is not about self-praise, but rather about the way all our puny grey matter tells us about anything.

Very occasionally I pour a new “fresh new display” of potpourri from that stale, and probably scentless, bag of dried things that will seemingly forever grace my tabletop…

My mind is telling me that since it’s a new pot, it’s definitely gonna smell all good and different. One might argue here that I’m deceiving myself, but hey, who’s to say all these’s bad for me when I feel absolutely better and positively high spirited?

And so it does, and so I am.

Wednesday, October 12, 2005

bitching, as usual

The day my nice office ran away

Simply put, my team in office shifted to the new extension office space just opposite the street. Frankly I don’t think the logistics part was done properly and there was a lot of serious time delay and screw-ups when we finally moved in for a few various reasons as I have carefully listed below:

  • the internet connection was not ready. You can leave me on a deserted island in the middle of the ocean with no food, no drinking water nor shelter as all 3 I can probably savage… but I don’t think I can bear the thought of having no broadband connection.

  • the network was painfully slow, I swear we have gone back to the dialup era in this god-forsaken building, which made working on files extremely excruciating as every file requires a ‘link’ to another ‘file’ on the network. Thus I ended up, the first time ever in this new millennium, thinking faster than my computer.

  • The office reeked of the smell of new paint, which some people actually like, but unfortunately I am not some people. It gives me a headache that makes me feel like the ceiling is constantly balancing on the top of my head.

  • As the air vents on the windows are too ancient to work properly anymore, still air prevails within the confines of the 4 walls that encloses our puny existence, even though I am right beside the window. Actually, thinking bout it, if I feel this way, the others must feel much worse…

  • We all sit facing huge white wooden walls. This I really dislike. I prefer an open seating plan, which unfortunately is detrimental when one decides to slack and surf rubbish, but nevertheless makes me feel like we are rats in a laboratory

  • I think a large reason as to why we are moved over so soon is due to the fact that the firm is hiring people at the same rate in which mosquitoes lay their eggs. All the newer-than-me staff are all hot-desking every morning, walking into office and on the constant lookout for who’s leaving the office, even for a few hours. Yes, it has been that bad. Thus we moved here even before they have completed everything… the carpenter is now joyously drilling away next to me. Yes, right beside me.

  • The building’s toilet seems like a movie set out of ‘Dark Waters’… can almost imagine water gushing out from below the partitions of the cubicle and some gruesome female who has a bad hair stylist all dressed in white crawling out from within…

But as any Brit would reply in a restaurant, “ It’s all lovely, thank you”.

Monday, October 03, 2005


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Sunday, October 02, 2005

a virgin...

SUNDAY 2ND OCTOBER
Time Activity Laps
10.00 Porsche Carrera Cup Great Britain 12
10.40 Formula BMW UK Championship 12
11.20 BTCC Pit Lane Opens
11.30 Dunlop MSA British Touring Car Championship 14
12.10 Smartnav SEAT Cupra Championship 11
12.35 – 13.30 Lunch Break
12.35 – 13.10 Pit Lane Walkabout / Autograph Session
12.45 – 12.55 HKS / Rampage Drift Demonstration
12.55 – 13.05 Porsche 997 / Carrera GT Track Display
13.15 – 13.30 Honda Dream Team Aerobatic Display
13.30 BTCC Pit Lane Opens
13.40 Dunlop MSA British Touring Car Championship 14
14.20 ELF Renault Clio Cup 10
15.00 Porsche Carrera Cup Great Britain 12
15.35 Formula Renault UK Championship with Michelin 14
16.10 BTCC Pit Lane Opens
16.20 Dunlop MSA British Touring Car Championship 14
17.00 Formula BMW UK Championship 12
17.40 Smartnav SEAT Cupra Championship 11


some people are gonna question me what the hell this is… but I’m sure the person whom this is meant for will know!

Hee, it’s a timetable of events for a company event upcoming tomorrow which I’m headed for… a racing circuit… my first ever!

Woohoo!