pretty pls?

that thing

Waisem, a colleague, the architect who was always looking out for me, is probabaly getting married.

yes, as you can see from the picture, i doubt she really said no either. lol.

Marriage is such a huge thing in life... met up with a friend S, for a couple of drinks the previous night and we chatted about life, hers and mine.. In the space of a year i was in london, she got married and had twins. Nothing much seemed to have changed for me though...

Having 'determination' issues with my dissertation... although it started off being something i felt quite abit for, however it now slowly feels like i'm doing it for the sake of it.. which in any matter is usually rather undesirable...

i wonder how much longer i can last as a student really... i need some real work.

Aug 06

July 06

good things come in pairs

yes people i know July is almost up.

but since i've no goddammed scanners at home,
the camera's the best shot i've got at this.

i like the August one though!

光辉岁月

was packing up the room after i came home from london in a bid to tidy up the mess, sort out my stuff and organise everything properly...

came across some memories and i thought i'll share them with all of you...

.me & my elder brother Nobel - Princess of Wales house
.my Catholic High friends from sec 1-2 - Duchess Rd house
.me, Nobel and my younger brother Joel - New Zealand
.my first soka group of friends - Telok Blangah Soka Centre
.friends from TJC - Taka Civic Plaza
.Hwa Chong classmates, taken at our prom night - Orchard Hotel
.3SG Jeffrey Ang - Selarang Camp, Changi

requiem of a dream

i think the mysteries of the universe are only meant to be told and unreveiled only at its own pace, time and space...

took a short vacation to the island of koh samui... had fun, alot happened, yet i felt nothing has changed nor will change...

a state of absolute denial we have been in...

after weaving stories for so long, it's time to pen the ending... afterall, i think it's only appropriate to lay the old demons to rest.

for good... for good it shall be.

if you're reading this, thank you for all e terrific times... it has been an incredible journey and i wouldn't have missed it for the world.

fatigue

been constantly feeling abit on the lerthagic and tired side of life these few days... maybe because of tennis and swimming perhaps..

or maybe it's just smoking.

just a thought... if sleeping pills were invented to make one sleep... why aint there any drugs called "slept pills" to make me feel like i've slept?... be all refreshed and ready to take on the world once more...

i think it'll be a instant success...

or maybe it's just called steriods for short.

of curry favors and moonlit rivers

i know when i'm back in singapore when i start walking onto the streets and bump into people so much that it kinda makes me feel creepy... like a freakish sort of being stalked actually...

been meeting up with friends and catching up with them lately... and it's on this topic that i feel 'pressured' that i'm not attached... thinking about it, i've spent 8 years of my life devoted to 2 relationships... that roughly equates to a staggering (average) revelation that my first TWO-THIRDs of my life growing up and ONE-THIRDth of my existence involved in relationships.

right.

many things in life we regret i must say...

have not actually started the grey matter to dwell about dissertation... i'm trying to be focused... but some things are life are not as simple as u would like them to be...

had a really good, but short-lived, tennis game this afternoon with a friend YN... i reckon she hasn't been exercising at all this past year i've been away and it was relatively noticeable from her exhaustion at the end of an hour odd of hardcourt tennis...

i do suppose it's all for the better since i shouldn't push the knee too much as it's probably just healing from the sprain i have had to endure after a similar but very much shorter-lived street soccer experience...

it was then decided to have a coffee at coffeebean 6th avenue for a breather... where i met an old friend from Catholic High.. whom i ironically met last night and who works at the same building of the coffee bean outlet...

i do think now that he's probably spreading rumours of me being with my tennis khaki, being an item and all...

the silly mindsets of people..

had a most lovely dinner with Mela and her pasture after a year of absence...

yep you 2 belong together... definitely, we think... i will remember that date till then, dun you worry.

hugs

2 cats

decided on a last minute spontaneous trip to kl.

booked the coach tickets, got my ass to golden mile and left.

reached.

maybe i should have stayed home in the spore instead...